Wednesday, November 03, 2004

Ouch........

My head hurts. And i feel like throwing up. I'm taking a study break, it hurts too much.

So....so much for that ban on thinking...the very next morning, i promtly shot my mouth off in tutorial and wished i had 'thought before speaking'...crash and burn. I think i should modify my ban to 'no excessive thinking'. i enjoy thinking too much. So much in life to ponder, why waste it by lack of reflection?

hmm...thoughts from this past week:
-my life is crazy.....but i like it...
-God speaks clearly again and I want to follow Him wholeheartedly, even if and when i don't understand His ways, and despite my circumstances. I don't want to compromise.
-My head is a target of flying objects...on sunday, it was a volleyball. My head hurts.
-I want to be a nun.
-I love playing my violin and worshipping God. I love closing my eyes and being 'lost in the moment' with God when I play my violin or sing songs that draw me intimately to God.
-I love people
-My life is not my own, God, let me be consecrated for Your purposes.
-I need to bare down and study for my med school exams....
-I like hiding in my 'cave'

;0)
s

3 Comments:

Blogger tim chan said...

hm. i met arnold at a ubc/sfu crusade spring retreat... many years ago. he drove me home. and i know berman & grace from OEX 2003 (and cuz they were at ubc last year).

so why do u wanna be a nun?

1:19 AM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Well,
All I have to say is that I don't like it when you hide in your cave --- but completely understand why you do...

I think I am going to have to start praying that God will put an invisible shield arround your head --- girl you cause me worry (but only 'cause I love ya)
Bree

9:06 AM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey sis!

i will shield you with my love.

si

11:42 PM

 

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